Every since I moved into my house, I have found it increasingly difficult to find something to write about in any form of detail. I started this as an outlet for my roleplaying group, and I have maintained that through these past months. Our World of Darkness campaign has been cancelled, but I'm happy that our DragonQuest game continues strong.
I noticed a decline in my last month's postings, and it bothered me. Here we are, at the end of another month, with the same lack of content on my end. I've been at a lose to find anything that I could write about in great length, but I hope December, and further unto 2013, I will be full of fresh things. A wise internet content creator once said: just keep writing.
I have some more pictures taken from a game we played Sunday, and I plan on posting the details on that. I'm still waiting for a picture before I can continue my posts on the development of my roleplaying game. Perhaps the greatest news, however, is that I have struck upon an idea for a YouTube show that may actually go somewhere. Time will tell on that.
I have so many projects I'd like to follow up on. I'd like to start a comic. I'd like to start a web series. I'd like to finish my card game, miniature game, and roleplaying game. I'd really like to continue writing my book. Sometimes, life makes you feel like the wounded warrior.
I think now of the TV series Breaking Bad. If you haven't seen it, do so. Here's a spoiler, because its relevant to what I speak of: one of the characters gets shot and has to relearn to use his legs. As a creator and writer, I feel like I've been shot.
There's only so much energy one can commit to something when they don't see the end of the work. Some people can work on through, disregarding the ends or the means. I hit a low at some point in the past two or three months, and I've been trying to recover ever since. You just have to learn to walk again.
In closing, giving up is over rated. I shall press on. If anyone reads this and knows that they have put something important to them on hold, stop and press play. Life is too short for second guessing, and too dull to not pursue a goal, no matter how lofty.
The worst enemy of a creator is himself. I think I can take myself, and so can you.
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